Anyone depressed? yeah everyone right?

life has broken my heart. im not even going to list the things in my life that hur me on a daily basis because no matter what it is that has happened to me, everyone knows what that pain feels like right? you ge that pain in your chest almost as if your heart was literally hurting. you get that feeling in your ears that aches because your holding in crying so hard. everyone knows what it feels like to have a broken heart. except mine isnt from a break up or someone dying. although sometimes i feel like im dying..... i already love god and it helps but sometimes its all too much. anyone out there as sensative as me? it is hard for me especially because im so emotional...i know people out there have it worse then me. but sometimes that doesnt even brighten my mood. i know i am severly depressed latley, and it effects the people i love around me. but latley i just cant snap out of it. im always up and down. and i hate medication. its not even that its against my religion. i just dont believe in it. at all. ever. :( anyone else our here like this ever?